这段时间的事情一串接一串,对我来说,确实有点头大。
但我庆幸的是,这次的事情发生在微博,而且是在深夜爆发的,这个时间点姑姑和囡囡肯定已经休息了,姑姑的手机也没有下载微博,所以这些事情她不会第一时间知晓,也不用跟着一起着急上火。
不过爆料挨锤这种事情发生的次数多了,对我的名誉影响肯定很大,我也必须尽快处理。
我手上不只有一个物语,还有正在进行中的HERO呢,我这个项目负责人不能让我的新金主失望,名......
我grittedmyteeth,tryingtoprocesstheseriesofeventsthathadunfoldedoverthepastfewdays.Itwaslikeanever-endingrollercoasterride,witheachnewrevelationmakingitharderformetokeepup.ButIcouldn‘tletanythinggetinthewayofmyresponsibilities,especiallynotwhenitcametomylatestproject,HERO.
Astheleaddirector,Ihadtakenonalotofpressurefrommyproducersandinvestors.Theywerealleagertoseetheprojectsucceed,butthatmeantIwasconstantlyunderscrutiny.Onemisstepcouldmeandisasterfornotonlymyreputationbutalsotheentireproduction.
Itookadeepbreathandtriedtofocusonthetaskathand.MyteamhadbeenworkingtirelesslytobringHEROtolife,pouringtheirheartsandsoulsintoeveryaspectofthefilm.Fromthescripttothecostumes,setdesign,andspecialeffects,everythingwascomingtogetherperfectly.Butnow,withthislatestdevelopment,Ihadtoprioritizedamagecontrol.
Iglancedatmyphone,scrollingthroughthevariousthreadsandcommentsonthemicrobloggingplatformwherethenewshadoriginated.Itseemedthatmynamewasbeingdraggedintothefirestorm,withsomepeoplecallingformetobeheldaccountableforthealleged“wrongdoings“ofoneofmycolleagues.Iknewitwasn‘tfair?mycolleaguehadbeenafriendandafellowartist,andIcouldn‘tbelievetheywouldstoopsolowastoruinsomeone‘sreputationlikethis.
Butthatwasjustit?reputation.MynewgoldensponsorhadmadeitclearthattheirinvolvementinHEROwascontingentontheproject‘ssuccess,andiftherewasevenahintofscandalattachedtomeormyteam,theirsupportcouldbewithdrawnatanymoment.
Ithoughtbacktoourmeetingearlierthatday,whenwehaddiscussedtheproject‘sbudgetandlogistics.Mysponsorhadbeenpushingformoreemphasisonactionsequencesandspecialeffects,whichIknewwouldputadditionalpressureonourresources.Itwasarisk,butoneIcouldn‘taffordtotake.Notnow,notwiththislatestcontroversyloomingoveruslikeastormcloud.
Isighedinwardly,feelingtheweightofresponsibilitysettleheavyonmyshoulders.Howhadthingsescalatedsoquickly?Onemoment,wewereallcelebratingthesuccessofourpreviousfilm,andthenext,ourcolleagues‘personalliveswereunderscrutiny.Itwaslikethespotlighthadshiftedfromtheartitselftothepeoplebehindit.
IknewIneededtoactfast,butwheredoyouevenstartwheneveryone‘spointingfingersateachother?Firstthingsfirst,Ihadtoreachouttomysponsorandreassurethemthatthiswasjustaminorblipontheradar.ThatHEROwasstillgoingstrong,despiteanyrumorstothecontrary.Then,Iwouldhavetoaddresstheissuedirectlywithmycolleague,trytofindoutwhowasbehindtheleakandwhattheirmotiveswere.
Butwheredoyoustartwhenitcomestodealingwithbetrayal?Eventhoughweallcamefromthesamecircleoffriends,ourliveshadtakendifferentpathsovertheyears.Maybeoneofthemjustwantedtomakeanameforthemselvesbytakingmedown?
Irubbedmytemples,feelingthetensionbuildinmyhead.AllIcouldthinkaboutwashowthismesswouldaffectnotonlymebutalsothosearoundme?myteam,mycolleagues...evenmyfamily.Howdiditcometothis?Thethoughtsentachilldownmyspine.
Timetoputonmyproblem-solvinghatandtackleeachpieceofthepuzzleonebyone.Firstup:damagecontrolformysponsor;next,anhonesttalkwithmycolleagueandmaybe?justmaybe?someinsideinformationfromthatpeskygossipcolumnistwho‘dbeensnoopingaround...